May Grey and
June Gloom
Actinoform
Clouds
These
two ladies who make up our spring and early summer weather patterns
have returned today with their usual impact of depressing emotional
status. I have experienced these weather patterns for decades, and
like clockwork they return year after year. The cloud cover is deep
and lasts for hours if not the entire day. The Actinoform
cloud can be 300 miles wide and for this reason, we cannot see
the edges, so it is just the entire sky. This year, the first 8
days of May were sunny and joyfully warm. Hmmm...is this going to be
the new normal with our planet's warming? I guess not, for today Miss
Grey is back bringing the feeling of another day without the golden
sunshine that is our San Diego promise.
Miss
Scoschi doesn't seem concerned, she has spotted a rabbit on walk descending the San Dimas hill. Energy streams from her little body,
and little emotive sounds of hunting glee are her letting me know
that if I did not have her on a leash, well, out of sight would she
be. The rabbit escapes under a bush and dashes under a car out of
sight. Scoschi undaunted struggles to climb the bank and attack the
bush. Miss Grey seems unrelated Scoschi's emotional being for her
instincts of the hunt are bred into her. Maybe this is the same mental need we have that the sun is bred into us for our daily energy lift. I know that
seasonal affective disorder is an important recognized state which
can cause depression. This usually happens in the short winter
months, but for some, it can happen in the months of May and June.
The Blanket of Actinoform Cloud |
My
focus today is to keep up the daily routine of “the Walk”. The
Walk has become an increasing need, for the isolation of our current
social distancing is keeping us well, but the isolation does build up
a tension of angst. The longer that this isolation continues, I
believe that the walk will become exponentially important. The
calming effect of the drumbeat of resounding footsteps is the sound
of good health and body maintenance. As I look out at the San Luis
Rey Valley smothered in it's grey blanket overhead, the day seems
heavy and lacking in energy.
July comes with Time |
The Good News... I have an energy
charger with me in the form of a little Rat Terrier called Scoschi.
She looks at me as if to say, why are we stopping, and why can't we
find another rabbit ? I smile, and the smile generates the mental
awakening that today is a gift of time and time is the most precious
possession we have for our human existence.
I never thought of May and June being sisters!
ReplyDeleteCan't wait for the sweet sunny days of July! Lovely writing Ruth.
ReplyDeleteSo eloquent--"The longer that this isolation continues, I believe that the walk will become exponentially important." --Yes, so true --those weeks when I couldn't walk not to mention swim, I felt a real loss! Thank goodness for the little joyful pup!
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